Monday, August 10, 2009

Learn to lose.


oh wow! its almost to the middle of August and i've only written one post so far and i wouldnt even call that an update of my life.

random post today.

so the usual question that people might ask you would be:
what are you doing now?

and i'd most probrably do a little smile, look away for a second and reply nicely:
oh i'm doing nothing now,just taking a break before you enter adulthood, where they suck your youthful,cheery soul and turn you into a hungry money making robot with no feelings.

okay... i would usually stop at the part where i say im on a break.

and this is what usually happens, IF... you happen to be talking to one of your friends or random people (nerds,weirdos,study geeks)
first they'll have this suprised face, it looks like this :O HAHA
then they will go: really.. wow you dont mind being late and behind everyone.

apparently, this convo annoys the hell out of me.

I'M NOT YOU...AND YOU'RE NOT ME.

when old people ask you, they can't be rude so they prob just try to brush that topic aside and ask what course you're planning to take when you're done with you're whole break thing.

i keep telling my dad about how this thing is bothering me, but he just says.
why does it bother you, you shouldnt care what other people think, you're not them and they are not you.

point proven, i stopped complaining since then.

due to this crazy outbreak of H1N1, my parents are as skeptical as hell about me going to world stage.
okay.. im beginning to reconsider
MY LIFE IS WORTH MORE THAN SEEING TYSON RITTER.
hahaha

spending list:
rm 25 on old magazines
rm 20 on wayfarers (worth it!)
rm 9.90 on plastic flowers.
rm 21 on necklace
rm 25 world stage passes

i have to lessen my spending on random things. theres more stuff but i just forgot.

im on a coke abstinence now, its almost been 2 weeks since i drank one.

till next time,
selamat tinggal.

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