does it really need a title?

since ive moved up a notch and made myself a tumblr, i've forgotten how to use blogspot and how complicated this thing is or maybe im just going senile or maybe im gonna get that disease when you forget things in next thing i knw..BAMM! i'm going to forget who i am.

geez! i really need someone to talk random stuff with. its almost to the point where im almost talking to myself. haha since mel is busy playing maid at home now. no offence man. just saying. :[

oh btw this emoticon is really awesome :{ it looks like a dude with a moustache. It reminds me of Salvador Dali, the dude Rob Pansy plays in this new movie.

so ive filled it up and now i have to wait..wait..wait. thats what i hate about life. The waiting part. You're always just waiting for something, but i think theres a bright side to it in a way, depends on how you see the situation.
as much as my mum is against me going, i actually do want to go if given the chance because i dont knw how long i can stand this. Maybe im just bored coz life is at a standstill now and how its going now, a little change would be nice.

or maybe i just need a BIG FAT ENORMOUS HUGE distraction from all this.

given a chance to go back a year ago, i would take it. But i wouldnt do it as to how Rant Casey did it. It freaked me out.
Ive finally finished the book, though i didnt get much from it except the disturbing parts and how i almost a rant casey dream. reallllyyyyweird.
rant casey + houlden caulfield = the most interesting person in the whole wide world. or weirdest.

loser.oser.ser.er.r

I feel like making a fool out of myself... haha

maybe screaming from the rooftops, or climbing someones balcony to confess my undying love for him (gay), or jumping up and down to some lame cheesy music.

i.like.mr Gaskarth.

can i find one here? i'm too poor to stalk someone across the world. lmao

hurrah. a few more days till Raya starts = food,food,food,pictures,moo-lah,old people.

i dont think i want to salam peoples hand.. SWINE FLU! haha

my mum is soo gonna smack me for saying that.

the reason my sentences are short when im writing a blog is because i'm stupid and i cant form long sentences to express how i feel. so if im gonna say something I would just say = i'm.tired.fuck.

see simple and everyone gets the message rite?

i'm sitting here counting down the days till something life changing happens.

i know the saying: just go out and do it, dont wait.

but i think sometimes you're supposed to wait for it.

If its meant to happen, it will happen.

can we all let this Kanye west thing go!

poor taylor and all but still you know he's an asshole at every VMA.

whats the BIG SUPRISE.

i bet next year, when someone he hates win a nomination. He will go up on stage and pee on them.

eww. thats kindda disturbing.

dont you think so?

anyways. i have this ass of a song stuck in my head.

i dont knw how to get it out, coz its seriously getting on my nerves -_-

I'm no mind reader.

fuck.monday.

the brown boxes and tape shall be my best friend today. hurrah.

Fast Fuse

ha.ha.ha.ha.

i can't wait to check them :D

Weightless

i.am.soooooooo.in.lurrrve. with this picture quote thingyss.

Tomorrows just a song away.

I'm pretty much back to my usual self now.

August left and September kicked me in the ass :D

so im pretty much high,happy,crazy.

I have no idea why I was soo hyper yesterday, I'm thinking it was the 6 teaspoons of honey I had that day.

I'm just wondering if Honey can give you Diabetes? Darn! that would suck.

oh oh oh ooh...and ohhh

The 50 mm lenses made me smile like a little kid getting a big bag of sweets.

well i would smile like that too if i were given a big bag of sweets :P

so yes! today will be a day filled with camera experimentation since the 50 mm takes sweet portrait pictures, it just totally blurs out the back. whatmorecanyouaskfor BITCH! haha

so yeaaa.. i spent the my Friday night on the Internet. which is really sad coz for an 8teen year old, i sure as hell dont have an active social life. haha

a) Facebook-ed

b) Tumblr-ed (its really awesome, as a like a photoblog or a quoteblog)

so im thinking i should make one. you knw.

c) i was searching for quotes..

d) looking at pictures.

e) camera lenses

f)trying to cheer someone up on msn

g) i really need a life haha

added:

if you think you're life sucks and everyone is around is making fun of you and stuff.

read fml.com

it will change your life. haha

"This is awkward...But I like it."

-Mitchell Davis

Thanks for injecting some random-osity (is that a word?) in life when im on youtube.

so today i found this quote on the internet, i was telling my dearest mummy about it.

she didnt quite agree with me.

well i like it and i think it goes with what I have to go through sometimes.

and here it is:

"I've got nothing against god. Its his fanclub I can't stand"

— Unknown

screw everyone. im pretty much random today.

till next time,

Selamat Tinggal.

I want to live in the jungle and make friends with the monkeys.

I want somebody to sleep with me, and just sleep. Someone to cuddle up with during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, let me challenge him. Talk about dreams, and make dreams. Have fights, the kind that only really matter just as long as you’re having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes and not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think “this might make my girl smile” as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he’s got.

(via eletheowl) 3 weeks ago

Rebloged.

farah: now all i need to do is a FIND a guy exactly like that and life would be purrr-fect.

haha

New Perspective.

“Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve. And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.”

— Unknown (via anquex & others)

:D

I want you soo much.....NOT!

i.am.the.funniest.person.alive

my sister is talking about death, she asking my mum and me if we want to die.

what kind of question is that for a 6 year old to be asking.

today at the park, i saw a karaoke bus. they were people in it singing to horrible songs.

i.laughed.my.ass.off + i had good company :)

ha.ha.ha

life's too short to not be stupid.

i once heard this quote:

"people in love do stupid things."

how the hell am i to knw if im in love if i do stupid stuff all the time?

i watched that video 'when hitler found out oasis split up'

the funny part was when some guy said...

"have you tried Kasabian?"

thanks to miley cyrus, theres is now a pole dancing doll for little kids like my sister to buy and play with.

imagine the fun they will have.

way.to.go! miley :D

you're my hero

hahhah

today i sat and stared at the clouds for awhile, they didnt look so nice.

the sky is god's painting, thats what i call it.

i.like.fasting

coz it makes me lose weight :D and i have a reason to be in a bad mood:hunger

Secret Alphabets

I've been very happy and sad this month.

i've been through a lot emotions yet i can't use any of them to fuel the creative side of me.

hmmmm....

im enjoying myself too much these days about something, i need a distraction.

I don't think its good to be too happy at times coz bad things will come and bite you in the ass. Right before you know it .. haha

yeah i doubt anyone understands what i just wrote, im not too open abt writing stuff on the net.

a few days ago, i found a line from a song that fit how i felt this whole year:

I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere.

so thanks ATL <3

ps- im still not over my kasabian thing. :D

oh btw, now i really really really want to go and see AAR, next next month. Just hoping this swine flu thing will be over and done.

you can sit beside me when the world comes down.

inspiration:a sudden intuition as part of solving a problem

Will somebody please be kind enough to pass me some of that these days. It's really getting on my nerves that I'm not even giving a damn about doing anything about it to fix it.

i used to be high on inspirations now im just not having any luck in catching anything around me.

oh im sorry for not updating much in August, ive just been *blank*
i guess you can say its not been an emotionally joyful month.

Im the king and she's my queen..bitch!

random thoughts for today:

1) im having a creative block these days, i can't seem to pick the camera and take a picture without hating it.
2) I'm really hoping it will go away soon, it sucks that i cant take pictures these days.
3) I can't seem to write about anything in my blog right now without adding something about Kasabian.
4) my mum is doubting me right now, she thinks i don't believe in god coz i keep speaking of death.
5) mums and their wild imaginations.
6) i do believe in allah, its just i've accepted the concept of death. if it comes for you..it comes for you.
7) i can't believe i just wrote that, now you must think im crazy.
8) get loose, get loose (kasabian-vlad the impaler)
9) did u knw vlad the impaler is count dracula. thanks wiki :D
10) some teacher in my sch died today coz of H1N1, i dont knw her. so im not really sad.
11) am i a bitch for being so heartless?
12) every parent in subang is on high alert now about this swine flu thing... suprise.
13) it wouldn't have gotten worse if malaysians actually used their brains and didnt go out when they were diagnosed with it.
14) we're the 4th highest country now, can u believe that. this small little country has the 4th highest death.
15) what does that say about us?
16) i dont think my parents are letting me out of the house at all.
17) i feel like eating ice kimo
18) i have kasabian running around in my head, and i don't think thats healthy.

I am in love with Sergio Pizzorno

this was how my head felt like after world stage:

jdhfbuervfbkehrbguergb that was soo fucking awesome hfbghfgbervhbv

omg! kasabian fjhgvrtjbvwehunfvew tysoooooooon ritter.

*dizzzzzzy*

dhfbeurfbuyerbf *out of breath* oh my godddd!

okay, i have to write all this down before i totallly forget what happened.

lineup:

estranged,boys like girls,Pixie Lott,Raygun,Hoobastank,The all american rejects and KASABIAN!

so yesss! they saved the best for last, even though everyone went home right after AAR. which is stupid coz kasabian was just fucking awesome. omg! seriously.. Tom Meighan!!! he cut his hair and he was wearing sunnies. * i sound like a little fangirl*

my cousin was right, kasabian gave it more of a festival ambiance after that.

too bad a lot people didn't stay back for them, they threw a hell of a show. iamsooinlovewiththem!

kasabian sang:

underdog,

shoot the runner

empire

where did all the love go?

vlad the impaler

clubfoot

All American rejects was when the crowd went ballistic, like crazy!!!

i mean everyone was just waiting for them to come out.

you could feel everyones energy and Tyson was like : you guys are soo awesome, we'd come here a 1000 times.

AAR sang:

i wanna..

dirty little secret

gives you hell

real world

leave when the wind blows

ends tonight

Boys like girls was awesome too, and i managed to get a wave from two guys from the band.

too bad it wasn't the hot one -_- hahah

martin climbed the side of the stage.

BLG sang:

love drunk

great escape

thunder

hoobastank was great too, though I'm not much of a fan. They ended with 'the reason' and everyone was singing their heart out.

and they did a cover of the Ghostbusters songs haha

Raygun totally BLEW ME AWAY. they were just soooo awesome live. i totally misjudged them from that "Just Because" song. Plus the lead singer was kindda hot haha

Pixie lott was...oookay.

estranged was........ *i wasn't paying attention to them*

i suck at describing concerts.

Till Next time,

Selamat Tinggal

The Dating Scene

Ungku Farah just took the "Why do guys like you?" quiz and the result is Because you're a laugh.

you make them happy, and want to be around you all the time, because they enjoy having someone there to always make them laugh! [:

i do a whole bunch of quizzes just to find out about that. seriously.....

and

Ungku Farah just took the "Why kind of guy do YOU attract?" quiz and the result isThe cute class clown.

He knows how to make u laugh out loud...and loves it! He makes u feel comfortable to be urself around him and that makes him a really great guy to fall for :)

Ungku Farah just took the "How do guys look at you." quiz and the result is The Quiet Girl.

You are the type of girl that is quiet, but you keep the guys interested and guessing. You never throw yourself out there and guys like that. You dont like being chased but it so happens that guys always chase you. Just because youre quiet doent mean that youre a good girl but guys dont have to know that, right?

Ungku Farah just took the "what kind of boys are you attracted too?" quiz and the result is Goodie Good.

Your the angel that never really gets in trouble, and go for the good boys. but watch out, he might just have a wild sidee.

conclusion:

if i were on an online dating website, i would say this:

eigteen,female,single who is quiet yet very interesting in search for a goody-goodie guy who is cute and a class clown. You will like me cause i make you laugh.

hahaha.

pls blame the facebook quizzes.

Learn to lose.

oh wow! its almost to the middle of August and i've only written one post so far and i wouldnt even call that an update of my life.

random post today.

so the usual question that people might ask you would be:

what are you doing now?

and i'd most probrably do a little smile, look away for a second and reply nicely:

oh i'm doing nothing now,just taking a break before you enter adulthood, where they suck your youthful,cheery soul and turn you into a hungry money making robot with no feelings.

okay... i would usually stop at the part where i say im on a break.

and this is what usually happens, IF... you happen to be talking to one of your friends or random people (nerds,weirdos,study geeks)

first they'll have this suprised face, it looks like this :O HAHA

then they will go: really.. wow you dont mind being late and behind everyone.

apparently, this convo annoys the hell out of me.

I'M NOT YOU...AND YOU'RE NOT ME.

when old people ask you, they can't be rude so they prob just try to brush that topic aside and ask what course you're planning to take when you're done with you're whole break thing.

i keep telling my dad about how this thing is bothering me, but he just says.

why does it bother you, you shouldnt care what other people think, you're not them and they are not you.

point proven, i stopped complaining since then.

due to this crazy outbreak of H1N1, my parents are as skeptical as hell about me going to world stage.

okay.. im beginning to reconsider

MY LIFE IS WORTH MORE THAN SEEING TYSON RITTER.

hahaha

spending list:

rm 25 on old magazines

rm 20 on wayfarers (worth it!)

rm 9.90 on plastic flowers.

rm 21 on necklace

rm 25 world stage passes

i have to lessen my spending on random things. theres more stuff but i just forgot.

im on a coke abstinence now, its almost been 2 weeks since i drank one.

till next time,

selamat tinggal.

I used to be love drunk but now I’m hungover.

http://bighugelabs.com/onblack.php?id=3797162893&size=large

just do it.

Don't you think we ought to know by now.

It's one of my favourite songs from John Mayer.

thanks for being there for me you guys, it means a lot to me :D

Be Somebody.

A state of mind.

since i was stuck at home for the whole day.

i made a new pet for myself.

i knw its sad to do that but i should do whatever pops in my head. This is the best time to waste time before i don't get the chance to waste time ever again.

dinosaur (happy meal toy) + some torn paper + a bird cage = my awesome new pet.

Stop this train.

im reading 'submarine'

author: Jim Dunthorne

its like catcher in the rye, but this guy sounds more smarter and hornier.

word of the day: triskaidekaphobia

got that from the book.

Sexface!

agreee with the title?

don't mind me, im having my monthly bipolar rob thingy diseases. :D

i've only found out that i usually have this bipolar rob disease when im pms-ing..which is very weird. i should go and see a doctor about this hahah

Slow dancing in a burning room.

i am SUPER EXCITED *jumps around like a 5 year old*

Excuse my outburst of happiness, i am as happy as a fucker because i am going

to see tysonritternickwheelermikekennertychrisgaylor.

a simpler form of words: the all american rejects.

i mean when does a dream like this reallyyy come true, so yes im going to relish myself in happiness at the fact that they are stepping on malaysian soil and finally performing here.

adding Kasabian (yeah! them. :D) and Boys Like Girls (somehow this is very nostalgic bringing me back to those i-am-in-love-with-warped-tour-bands) hhaha

nonetheless, i wish they brought Kings Of Leons here coz that would be like double whammy of happiness.

Jared Followill *drools*

singalong *ive got tickets,ive got tickets*

it seems sooo weird that when i bought my tickets i was the most excited person standing there,* all giddy and smiling* and everyone else was like "whuts this?"

i must add: i hate malaysia -_- we are never excited by anyone coming.

that is why nobody GOODDDDDDDDD ever comes here.

and that noone looked at VJ UTT.. come on people. he's hot.

note to self: must move out .. haha

currently reading:

submarine by Jim Dunthorne

i am in love with:

John Mayers music.

i am learning:

how to use photoshop and making hippy headbands to fill time.

which is sooo flipping flippity awesome, maybe i can build my hippy headband empire.

ha! im one to talk.

is there:

anybody out there that will give me a millie?

i wish:

for jared to be my husband haha and a 500D since i saw that it had face detection and can make videos. haha

till next time,

Selamat Tinggal

word of the day:

supercalifragellisticaspealidocious

ps- i must add that having a blog has been a such an easy way of interacting with my friends.

i mean eventhough i dont talk tu u guys at least i knw whats going on.

Your big imagination's playing its tricks on you

i love photoshop.

:D

Dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part.

i touched the camera today :D

Experimentation.

ive been avoiding some stuff lately and wearing a pissy moody face, thanks to John Mayer for lifting up my spirits...for today.

excuse my sucky phtotgraphy, taken with slow shutter coz i wanted the natural lighting coming from the small window by the right.

Passing out to the sound of your voice.

He said: we'll think about college.

fuck yeah!

excuse my outburst of happiness :D :D :D

Gravity is working againts me.

that is my ABSOLUTE favourite picture at the mall nowadays.

i mean i stand in front of the Nike store and just stare at that picture.

and yes it looks way better at the store than the one i posted, you should go and check it out at the Nike store in midvalley where they have the big one.

i mean the background with all the bokeh,rain falling and wayne rooney screaming his lungs out just screams FOOTBALL, and the most i like about it is that it looks soo simple. like someone just came out and snapped this. i am seriously wondering who the phtographer was.

irah, this is the one i was telling you about. :D

i finally found the pic online.

Notion

My whole weekend turned out to be pretty oookay, on a scale on 6/10.

so yeah.. PRESS RECAP button on my brain.

on friday night:

i went to celebrate my cousin's birthday party at TGI fridays with his friends. I just joined in for the fun eventhough i didn't know many of his friends. It's weird that i was the only eighteen year old there and everyone was like seventeen and stuff. hahaha so yeah farah was like chaperoning. it seem kind of sad lol. but besides all that, they all turned out to be nice to talk to coz they were the type of people im used to hanging out to. so yeah! thank god my cousin have the same taste in friends. we ended up cracking up jokes about random stuff and fooling around in the mall until 11 something, when we got hoo-ed by the guard. all and all it was fun to mingle with people you dont know :D

on saturday:

i was sooo damn excited on saturday coz we were supposed to go and watch Harry Potter, so i had a smile on my face the whole time. seriously, you have no idea how big harry potter is to me. as like irah suggested, i didnt re-read harry potter coz i didnt want to be the bitch babbling about how awful the movie was so. and thennnnnnnnnn i just had to sit next to some fucking devil child that is the next son of satan, its just that he (satan) hasnt found him yet. OMG how i felt like hitting him. i knw i sound violent and for someone to read this entry right now they must be like "wtf ir wrng with girl, its just a litte boy", well excuse my anger cause i rarely get mad on my blog entries. so back to the devil child, he totally fucking ruined harry potter for me and because of that i have to watch it all overrrrr again. i can't wait!! :D

and i totally have a crush on that mclaggen dude (i think thats how u spell his name)

he.is.hot

i hateee kids,esp those devil child ones.

after HP *grumbles*stupid kid. i had another birthday party at my cousin's house. which was okay, and kind of dragging since all the boys were upstairs watching the man utd game and how malaysia scored 2, thats rite 2! goals. im guessing tht the man utd goalkeeper was too confident of himself and totally let the guard thus, this lame guy scores twice.

and nazren went on about how that guy will get a datukship for doing soo hahaha

ill be keeping my mouth shut if this guy totally creams the man utd goalkeeper at the match tonight.

so tonights match will be pretaay interesting to see if malaysia can actually kick man utds ass, i say it won't happen. But hye! you never know.

pls let me add that there was noone hot on the field. not on the malaysian team and not on the man utd team.

BRING TORRES PLS :D

sunday:

lazzy sunday. thats how i usually spent it.

wake up at 10, off to bangsar...home...home..dinner...sleep.

nothing worth writing about Sunday.

its getting pretty depressing staying at home, maybe its not home. but i feel like theres something wrong.

from jason mraz album:

Waiting for my rocket to come.

and btw, i got a haircut. its not awesome bt at least its something.

till next time,

Selamat Tinggal

Before i lose control, there's just one thing you should know.

i want:

Canon Powershot G10

i seriously have to stop flickring nowadays and concentrate on the outside world.

i've not gone out for a few days due to the haze and smoky conditions outside without sneezing.

next project:

a beatle themed picture for my cousins bday card. if im up for that...

addicted to:

1)flickr

2)450D book ( i am soo retarded when it comes to manuals)

3)Kings of Leons/John Mayer/Motion City Soundtrack/Jackson 5

4) The City ( i keep missing them on tv)

A memory of what we used to call in love.

Nothing much happened yesterday, i spent around 7 hours learning the functions of the camera.

which is crazy,since i missed the The City.

call me lame, but seriously since i have no drama in my life. i prefer to watch the ones happening to other people. It's comical and educational. to show u not be as dumb as them and to laugh at them at the same time.

so i've learned like a trillion thing on the camera yerterday, and this took me like 7 months to learn. i've been slacking around

.i had tons of fun with the shutter speed :D.

"Last night I fell in love without you
The coup-de-grace that set me off
Would've made for decent fiction"

-MCS

till next time,

Selamat Tinggal

That party last night was awfully crazy i wished we taped it.

i had a party last night.

heres the video :D

The future freaks me out.

Let's get fucked up and die..
I'm speaking figuratively, of course..
Like the last time that I committed suicide.. social suicide..
Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside,
But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs,
I have learned to love the lie.

A snippet of a lyric sung by Justin Pierre. I'm beginning to like that line a lot. Call me dark but it's got meaning to it.

to irah,

thanks a bunch for writing me a birthday wish on your blog. Plus you made my day even more by posting a picture of Gerard Butler. Too bad you couldn't get a more *ehem* smexy picture of him due to people around you. haha

we must travel halfway around the globe to Ireland, so i can find me own irish lad...

i'm not kidding, we have too. :D

*drum roll pls*

I am finally eighteen. i guess its like being at the entrance of adulthood.

quote: the future freaks me out.

it comes from a song by MCS, and every time someone mentions the future to me, i have the urge to scream that sentence to them.

but you knw, we all no better to hide it and just face what we are up against.

whats life if we don't do that right?

again, so prior to being eighteen for already 22 hours. i googled: Things you can do when you turn eighteen.

results:

1. buy cigarettes
2. ... tear them up in front of the minors in front of the store who are trying to get people to buy cigarettes for them. [laugh]
3. legally buy pornography
4. take naked pictures of self. [no longer child porn.]
5. apply for a job at a gas station ... actually have a shot at getting it.
6. register to vote
7. go on a road trip without parental consent
8. get a body piercing
9. get a tattoo10. get your driver's license [if you don't already have it]
11. rent a camp ground
12. get a cell phone plan in your own name.
13. rent a hotel room. [have your party there.]
14. open up a checking account.
15. stay out as late as you please.
16. get a blockbuster card.
17. get a credit card [not recommended, though]
18. petition your government with something you feel strongly about ... and have them take you seriously. You actually have a shot now that you can vote them out of office.

yes, the wonders of being eighteen. it sounds scary and yet exciting. haha

though most of them are useless.

why the hell would i:

a) want to buy porn.do girls buy porn?

b) buy fags. come on.. they are selling fags like candies to little kids in malaysia here.

c) take naked pictures of myself..whuttaya talking about.

d) staying up late as long as i want. i've been doing that since i was ....a kid

i really like number 7. so maybe i would go for that :D

irah... lets go to ireland haha

would that be counted as a road trip?

it's freaking lame that i spent my first day being 8teen at home because there was a freaking haze and i couldn't step out of the house without sneezing. God! i hate the city/suburban area.

congested+polluted = sick me.

so yes, im thinking that i need to walk around with an air filter around my nose, maybe like a darth vader mask. he sure looks like he has one with all those heavy breathing coming out of him hahah

Its bad/horrid/awful living in the whole city area cause its polluted and all but seriously, imagine me living in the rural or kampung areas. i knw its stupid/shallow/uncultured of me but when i think of villages or kampungs in malaysia. i think of padi, chickens running loose and hantu pontianak roaming those wooden houses scaring the shit out of the villagers.

all this comes from watchng malay dramas where their villages are always...always enveloped by smoke at night rightttttt before the pontianak comes out for some fun and the fake screamng of the villagers.

screaming: Pontianak!! lari masuk rumah!!

and obviously someone just has to fall down and scream: tolong!! tolong!! * and its always a girl*

and then some religious man or the penghulu (leader of the village) will come and say some crap in malay.. blah ..blah and shoo the pontianak away and she will be like: bitch!! you ruined my fun. *in her thoughts* and swoop into the night with a chilling laughter.

and finally a meeting will happen amongst the villagers and the religious/penghulu person will alwayss....always be the one to expose the true pontianak or what she wants.

very cliche. if i must say. but still entertaining to watch. don't you think? im being such a racist to my own kind. -_-

okay im freaking crapping now. so yes comment if u do knw the name of the story cause i totally forgt.

ive never actually been to a kampong/village in my 8teen years of life. no kidding. im pretty weird as a malay child.

eighteen years and ive never really had a normal malay life i.e having a set of grandparents or more like malay religious/traditional grandparents...never celebrating raya at a kampung(which i want to)..i dont call my aunties/uncles pak ngah or mak ngah..never called anyone bang or kak coz noone in my family says it..and it feels weird for me to do so.

you must think im being...*obnoxious*

no! im not being obnoxious and perasan.

if you think i am, then maybe its cause you're jealous you're not a fucked up malay child. haha

it sucks sometimes, like when marissa, irah and tina talk abt this malay shows or actresses and im like -_- "huh?" or how tina went to akademi fantasia the final concert. haha i knw it has nothing to do with the topic. but its funny. haha

okay this blog is cacat.. it goes from one topic to another.so membelit or is it terbelit?. i better stop. im sorry if you dont understand... just shoot me :D

since i didnt have a cake for this year, compared to 4 cakes last year. god! i miss last year.

im wishing for:

Jared Followill.

(arab, shut up and don't laugh)

partyyyy hard.

till next time,

Selamat Tinggal.